tic toc

2012-02-17

Happy birthday

talk with farah at 22:30 0 fingers

Happy birthday farah.

Birthday? Hmm among our family, my birthday is the bad one. Sebab? Birthday org lain, aku la yg paling beriya belikan keje or wtv yg buatkn diowg rase happy at least. Mine? I hope tarikh nih lupus daripada calendar. Sedih because i tot if balik rumah maybe diowg buat sth, if no cake or present, at least mknn yg sedap ke...tpi sunyi je like nothing happen. Haihh kesiannye kau, farah. Owh birthday kali nih agak sadis sebab after buat statutory audit (alone without partner), singgah kl sentral, pegi kfc, beli twister meal, duduk kat luar sambil bawak handbag and bag laptop, makan sorang2. Kesian lagi kau farah. Cepat2 delete tarikh nih. Nasib baik jugak kerja, at least kurang sikit lonely tuh. i guess next month takyahla kek ye? Wish pown cukupla. *bodohla farah, bende remeh pown nk nangis.

Thanks to syafiqrah because belanja starbuck which sgt bertuah sbb order medium size, ade orang salah amik kitowg punye, and kami dpt yg large (nasib baik sedap haha)
And also to fb friends yg wish.
To family abg di yg bawak keluar mkn walaupown tak taw hari tuh birthday saya.
And ain, who is always be the first yg wish.
And u mr jemah aka adam, thank so much sbb ingat my birthday. Terharu sgt :)

Birthday? I hope jgn jatuh on weekend sbb tak sanggup nak menahan rase sedih.

Bye.

2012-01-03

happy new year

talk with farah at 00:40 0 fingers

do you know how much i need you here?

2011-12-07

rejected

talk with farah at 18:06 0 fingers

ive been rejected again and again.

the deadline is soooo close yet i have not able to get any place for my intern.

haihh payah sungguh.kan senang if taknak amik just give us a notice. jangan biar kami dok melangok macam org bodo.

*dah takdir memang hidup utk ditolak. haihh

2011-12-02

old song

talk with farah at 00:54 0 fingers

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SpkD4V6HXo

this song? hmmm

2011-11-28

talk with farah at 23:24 0 fingers

saya fikir saya kuat, tapi tak.

saya fikir saya tahan, tapi tak

saya nak menangis pua2 tapi tak mampu

ya allah, kuatkan semangatku...

2011-11-18

frustration

talk with farah at 19:21 0 fingers

seriously, i cant hide this frustration. and i cant stop myself thinking about this.

yes, i know i put too much hope but i cant help.

i know, i should stop but idk.

ya allah

2011-11-07

i really wish you were here

talk with farah at 10:53 3 fingers

boleh encik tiang lampu?

2011-11-02

perasaan itu halus

talk with farah at 14:01 0 fingers

kan? ye, saya bersyukur sebab allah bagi perasaan tuh. tapi kadang2 teringin sangat nak ada perasaan yg stone, tahan je dengan semua. tak kira apa yang orang buat tapi tetap selambar. macam mane nak dapat perasaan macam tuh?

haihh.

#encik tiang lampu. susahnya nak contact ngn awak..