.guys.

waahh. tajuk ala2 mencipta kontroversi pulak. wtv.

it used to happened to me long time ago. n sekarang to u pulak. my fren, as i said to u, guys are very complicated. most people say that kita2 nih yg hard to understand tapi sebenanye lelaki p0wn sama jugakk. im not being prejudis pada jejaka2 luar sana. kesian kat kawan ku sorang nih. itula susahnye berdua. berseorangan macam saya sudah cukup hepi ! hehehe

ok i kenal ngn ramai jenis2 lelaki.
lelaki yg gatal ? owhh ramai sgt. rasenye tak terkira jumlah nye. lelaki yg nihh mmg xleh percaya langsung, same jugakla ngn lelaki playboy.

lelaki yg desperate. owh i ade kenal sorang nihh. kat facebook. xtaw pe masalah die. layan p0wn salah, xlayan p0wn lagi salah. cam bongekk je kan lelaki nihh. bila balas komen die anggap kite suka kat die *uweekk!* kalow xlayan ckp sombong *ade mslh ke?* mmg xpaham. geli dowh. sumpah geli.

lelaki yg pentingkan kecantikan. ini p0wn masalah jugak. i know i bukanla dalam group mereka2 yg lawa. even with my fren p0wn i rendah diri taw. macam xlayak pulak ngn diowg, i ade perasaan jugak. i bukan mintak jadi macam nihh ok. owhh shitt. thats y bila owg ajak jumpa, i paling xsuke bende nihh. i taw diri i macam mane. some people bila dah jumpa n xmenepati his taste, so bye2. eh helo ? pe masalahnye kowg nihh ?

lelaki curang. xperlu ckp byk. i hate u damn much !

lelaki baik. =) i kenal u for 4 years. walaup0wn xmacam we are not macam dulu, but still bende masih macam dulu.
=)



*sighh

bye.

.jadual exam.

owhh shit jadual dah keluar. tp macam bengang la jugakk kan sebab jadual nye yg macam suckkk !
walaup0wn kitowg abis awal seminggu kan
tp masalah nye gap nye tuh, fullamak. memang terlampau best la.
no gap at all, and ade yg sehari je. shiitt !
ok, redha.

cepatt la study ngekk !

ngekk farah ! *like he said*


bye

it was a wonderful moment to have a chat with u.
even though its only for a moment. and i miss the moment so damn much.
=)=)=)

even though im not more important for u.
even though we cant be like we used to be
even though we're far apart now

but still, i remember u.
never ever forget even though i've tried to.
im sory


bye.

.away.

my mistake because i did that. but if i dont, i will ever know about that. knp perlu jadi hipokrit tentang ni ? jus say it out loud. i wish that i can say u are my bestie but lucky i didnt say that. we are different. totally different. u r who r u. i am who i am. i wish we can say together, spend some other time together but we cant make it anymore. i'll try to pretend that nothing happen even though i know i cant. i want to cry. i really want but i cant. i try to be strong even though i know i am not strong enough. i cant keep my feelings, anymore. i cant hold this anymore.
pliz la weyh. stop playing all this rubbish !
shitt.

tetiba dapat semangat.
for wat pikir pasal bende alah nih. eh helo ? suka ati kamu nk wat ape p0wn. kalow kamu rase aku mengganggu hidup kamu yg penuh dengan bunga2 cinta tuh, jus stay away from me. senang kan ?
eh, i dun want to know wat happen tu ur life. i nak jadi owg yg keras hati + hati berbatu2 bulih ? when i act like that, sory kalow u terasa ok.
cukupla i terasa dgn u selama nih. i ade perasaan jugak walaup0wn dah nak jadi ati batu ok.
wtv.ml


bye.

.pekan syawal.

kelmarin bersamaan 6th october 2009 my friends n i were attending pekan syawal at seroja college in uitm shah alam.
actually xlarat nak menulis because of lack of time. but here the pictures. *name p0wn si gilak kamera kan hehehe*











kami sangat busan kat sini jadi kami mengambil keputusan utk bergmbr. dan kami tak puas bergambar ! hahaha




bye.

.end of everything.

i hate to love u
but i want to
i hate to hate u
but i have to
i hate to let u go
but i have to
i hate to see u walk away
but i have to
i hate to stop thinking of u
but i have to
i hate to hate everything
but i can do nothing
i hate to say gudbye
but
i have to..


bye.
n thanks for 4 years memories.

.sudah.

its weird bila bende tuh berlaku
n i keep thinking of it, y and y ?

if xnak diam aje. itu sudah cukup.

.after cuti raye.

people said i slalu moody pas balik raye nihh
moody ke?
wat kind of moody is that?
maybe people nmpk moody tapi bila pikir balik bila masa la i moody2 nihh
xde mase la nk ber-moody
byk bende nk pikir nihh

owhh maybe sbb i pikir byk bende sgt kowt then people thought i moody
heloo, byk trouble la yg timbul
so terpikir la pulakk
suppose i tinggalkan hal2 yg menyesakkan kepala tepi2 jauh2
tp i terpikir la jugakk
hehehe
wtv.

final is very2 close n i have to study with double triple efforts
tp *knp mesti ade tp?* i slalu tido
please400m give me support
i really need a support
owhh shitt.

n hal pasal kamu.
alahai, 9 minutes late je kowt, xkanla off hp trus?
*sighh

dis coming two weeks, byk tests
10/10 - far250
14/10 - tax320
- mkt243
16/10 - maf280
speaking test lagi 4 bel
adoyaii
nasib bek term paper anta sok, n finally lepas from essay! yey ! hahaha =D



bye.