sabar itu separuh dari iman

ya, sabar itu separuh dari iman. tapi malangnya saya bukan seorg penyabar tegar. sekadar suam2 kuku saja. takpe farah, banyak kan lagi sabar tuh ye

gigi oh gigi

nak taw apa yg stress sekarang nih?

stress bila tgk iklan makanan tapi tak boleh makan.

sebab? gigi nih.

geramnyeeeeeeee!

sakit sampai nak nangis tahuuu :(

gedik benor

pernah tak dengar org cakap kalau kita sakit, kita nakkan perhatian daripada org yg rapat dengan kita.

hmmmm...

ermmmm...

itula yg saya rasa sekarang

tapi kan..

takde sape..dahla lapar gile tapiiii tak mampu nak makan

sedihnye saya.... :(

kesian saya

malang sungguh. saya kehilangan my lovely earphone. :(

sedih sebab i love to use this thing. dah macam bestfriend. u r always by my side tahu.

kalow beli yg baru mahal tak?

maafla, tiada kewangn sekarang. kesian kan?

sedih saya :(

kuat.

terasa diri semakin bodoh.

bila hati mati, akal tak mampu berfikir waras sebab tiada sokongan.

dear friend,

aku tahu mcm mane perasaan tuh bila di reject oleh org yg kita syg. i know. tapi jgn jadi mcm aku. kau baru kene sekali, aku berkali2. jgn biarkan hati kau mati sebab ini. jgn penat mencari sebab yg dicari pasti. jgn give up, jgn buat seperti mana yg aku buat.

love,

farah.

malang sungguh...

can you see that??? theres no cream or ubat gigi or minyak here. soo.....mcm nih sajala...

sweat.

Cukupla, dah tak sanggup dah nak hadapi sume nih.
Rase mcm 100% putus asa.
Perasaan tuh dah mati, dan apa yg mati takkan hidup balik, tahu.
i dont know who r u but, ur words, disgusting tahu. Jijik.
Find another girl, yg boleh memenuhi keinginan kau tuh, but not me.
Paham?

*konon dah solat tapi ....
Sumpah geli.

more than this

haishh memang minat sangat dengan lagu tuh. dah jadi faveret song dah nih adoi nye pown.
pernah tak nampak lady pakai heels then heels tersangkut kat jalan? malu kan? memang memalukan and that thing happened to me. tapi yang lucky nye, takde orang nampak. fuhhhh lega. kalow tak, memang kene gelak. kaw kaw punya adoi.and nasib baikla heels tuh tak patah. kalow tak....haihh tak dapat nak bygkan.

btw, dengan internet yg sgt lembap *sebab online tru phone* tengok2 la facebook. then, tengok kawan2 yg fly pi overseas to further study, hmm teringin jugak. nak sambung acca la, tapi mane nak cekau duit? both of them sponsored by pa&ma. hmm me? memang takde harapanlaaaaaa. hmm kecewa lagi. rase mcm tak mampu nak bagi sth to them. sth yg boleh membanggakan diowg, sth yg boleh menggembirakan diowg. haihhh.

penatla life mcm nih. bila nak berakhir ye?

adoi nye pown.

Cause i cant love u more than her. Kan?

Hmm bawak diri la mcm nih. Takpe, tak sampai setahun pown. Then bye2. Buat masa sekarang..hmm kene fikirkan apa yg patot buat. Leave? or stay?
leave?
Stay?
leave?
stay?

haihhhh

stronger

yes u r. who? its you, you-know-who

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xn676-fLq7I&ob=av2e

:)

and colbie caillat said;
But I never told you What I should have said
No I never told you I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you without you

and i just smile.

"More Than This"

I’m broken, do you hear me?
I’m blinded, ‘cause you are everything I see,
I’m dancin’ alone, I’m praying,
That your heart will just turn around,

And as I walk up to your door,
My head turns to face the floor,
‘Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

If I’m louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?
‘Cause we are the same
You save me,
When you leave it’s gone again,

And when I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I’m on my knees,
Prayin’,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

I’ve never had the words to say,
But now I’m askin’ you to stay
For a little while inside my arms,
And as you close your eyes tonight,
I pray that you will see the light,
That’s shining from the stars above,

(And I say)

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

‘Cause I can love you more than this

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

:) and yes i know i can but you dont give a single chance for that.

pelik

Yes, it is not a problem. Anything is possible when u were with them.
But when it is about me, every single thing is impossible.

Knp eh mcm tuh?

a decision.

Well, i have made up my mind.
Should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavement?

haihh.

Payahkan org ade boifren. Tak jeles pown, tak kisah pown. Lantok ler nk buat ape pown. Tapi kalow kawan contact pown tak balas mcm melampau pulak.handphoe da canggih dah. I phone 4s tuh. Siap pakai bil lg. So whats ur problem
to not reply it? Tak mkn dwet sampai seringgit kn? Tweet laju je. Chevk in sana sini.
Fine, dont ask me if ur thing is still there tomorrow.

Maafla, mmg saya tak matang pown dlm bab2 nih.

hahahambar sgt

tahu tak apa rasanya sekarang nih? mcm..entahlaaa dulu, masa aku umur 18tahun, i cant go out. even tgk wayang pown tak boleh. bukan jau pown tapi kajang je kowt but still, big NO. dulu, masa aku umur 18tahun, nak kuar boleh but before magrib mesti dekat rumah. balik malam, jgn masuk rumah. dulu, masa aku umur 18tahun, never say about BOIFREN! ada, siap kau. dulu, masa aku umur 18tahun, nak keje lebih masa, ada je yg dibebelkan. dulu, masa aku umur 18tahun, nak pegi lepak lepas keje, NO WAY. ade je kol pastu marah2 suruh balik. but now, what happen? adik boleh buat apa yg aku tak boleh buat dulu. apa kah ini? diskriminasi atau pilih kasih? atau...? haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

terhegeh hegeh

Taw tak sekarang nih mcm terhegeh hegeh sangat? Orang taknak tapi kau pulak yg over sampai paksa2,merajok2 nak jmpa diowg. Taw tak perangai kau sgtla tak elok dan menyakitkan hati? Kau memang kuat sentap sampai bende remeh pown nak sentap jugak. Orang taknak kau jangan nak paksa. Kau ingat diowg suka nak keluar, borak2 dwngan kau? Lebih baik kau diam je, takyah nak menyibok dalam hidup diowg.

apa nak jadi dengan kau nih, farah??

next please!

So farah. Move on!!!!!!!!!!!

i know :)

I know this thing will happen. Sebab tuh tak pernah letak harapan. Kalow diri sendiri yg kecewa.
*sigh

Ok tipu. Mmg dah letak harapan pown n sekarang..KECEWA TAHU TAK?? grrrr..
Nasib baikla dah biasa..
Hey you! Kalow tahu takkan buat, kan senang kalow diam jeeee. Takyah ckp pape.
Haihhh
Kejekejekeje! Sabo jela

An obsession, i guess.

I dont know whats wrong with you, but please stop segala apa yg kau buat nih. Tak larat la nak avoid. Tension tahu tak? I prefer stress because of work rather than personal life. Its killing me laaaaaa! Haihh. As ain said, buat report polis? Haaaa? Takutla pulak nak melibatkan polis nih.
Dahla cakap pown macam keling. Konon takkan kacow dah wtv, tapi skrg? Berpuluh2 miskol, sms. Eh helooo? Takde keje lain dah ke? Tak paham ke? Kalow diam tuh maksudnya jangan kacow, bukannye diam tuh meaning sila ganggu. Haihh sungguh aku tak paham ngn kau nih. And now what? Guna org tengah as what you did to her? Cukupla tuh. I hate it paham?

Haaaaaaa nak nangis la macam nihhhh! Just care about ur ex/gf wtv kau tuh boleh. Ignore me at all, please. Nak merayu mcm mane lagi utk buat kau paham ngn semua nih?

So, can i called it as an obsession? Ya allah

Not today.

Today keje macam bese la kan. However, today is the day yg aku rase macam nak sangat berhenti. Tak mampu dah nak bersabar or ignore whatever yg kat situ.
I know you are the manager but you dont have the right to treat us like that. How? Perlu ke kau nak maki or marah kitowg depan customer. Pulak tuh nak mencabut (yg nih almost semua manager macam tuh). Professional sikit boleh tak? Tak mintak pown kau berbaik2 dengan kitowg semua or nak senyum like 24hours. Tapi tapi tapi, please la, if kitowg buat salah, tegur la baik2, bukannye jerkah. Kau dah mengaibkan kitowg, tahu tak??
I do really want to tell the upper management about your behaviour nih tahu??

Kami manusia biasa, memang tak lari dari buat salah. Tapi tapi tapi, salah kau ada nmpak? Jangan pikir diri sendiri je yg betol. Paham??

Happy birthday

Happy birthday farah.

Birthday? Hmm among our family, my birthday is the bad one. Sebab? Birthday org lain, aku la yg paling beriya belikan keje or wtv yg buatkn diowg rase happy at least. Mine? I hope tarikh nih lupus daripada calendar. Sedih because i tot if balik rumah maybe diowg buat sth, if no cake or present, at least mknn yg sedap ke...tpi sunyi je like nothing happen. Haihh kesiannye kau, farah. Owh birthday kali nih agak sadis sebab after buat statutory audit (alone without partner), singgah kl sentral, pegi kfc, beli twister meal, duduk kat luar sambil bawak handbag and bag laptop, makan sorang2. Kesian lagi kau farah. Cepat2 delete tarikh nih. Nasib baik jugak kerja, at least kurang sikit lonely tuh. i guess next month takyahla kek ye? Wish pown cukupla. *bodohla farah, bende remeh pown nk nangis.

Thanks to syafiqrah because belanja starbuck which sgt bertuah sbb order medium size, ade orang salah amik kitowg punye, and kami dpt yg large (nasib baik sedap haha)
And also to fb friends yg wish.
To family abg di yg bawak keluar mkn walaupown tak taw hari tuh birthday saya.
And ain, who is always be the first yg wish.
And u mr jemah aka adam, thank so much sbb ingat my birthday. Terharu sgt :)

Birthday? I hope jgn jatuh on weekend sbb tak sanggup nak menahan rase sedih.

Bye.

happy new year

do you know how much i need you here?