selfish

dah lama sedar pasal hal nih. tapi buat2 tak taw sebab org kata tak elok selfish nih. jangan kedekut nanti Tuhan balas balik.

semua ilmu tuh Allah yang punya. owh takpela.

redha je orang buat macam nih kan. takpe2 bersabar je. mungkin ada hikmah. yela, jimat sebab tak payah bayar cost photostat.

terasa? besela. dah nama pown ratu sentap. bende kecik mcm nih pown nak sentap.

so conclusion: kadang2 selfish tuh penting jugak esp dalam hal pelajaran.

bertahan ye farah

baru sebulan takkan dah mengalah. no farah no. masih banyak masa lagi nih. u need to be strong and continue this thing.

sabar ye farah sabar

lindungi aku

ya allah, aku mohon pada-Mu lindungi daripada syaitan. kuatkan lah semangatku agar aku tidak mudah diganggu.

lindungi aku ya allah. hanya kau tempat aku bersujud.

aminnn.

where are you?

my dear you-know-who friend,

where are you now???

tak ubah apaapa pun.

walaupown secara am nya saya tak marah kat korang dan saya marahkan org lain, but hubungan saya dengan org lain tuh semakin elok berbanding hubungan saya dengan korang.

pelik sangat, indirect person lagi teruk daripada direct person. teruk not in the sense of diri korang or watsoever, just the relationship buat masa sekarang nih.

see? saya dah admit salah saya, even nak defence diri sendiri pown dah tak mampu da..takde istilah ego tinggi dah sebab saya tahu ego saya da amat rendah and even you guys talked about that kan? so apa lagi masalahnye skrg nih? ive tried to talk to u, but u just ignore it. still, salah saya kan? sebab tak ikhlas or tak bersungguh? i know, semuanye sebab saya. if saya tak buat 'perangai' tuh confirm between us takde masalah kan? but yeah, salah saya.

i know korang still bercakap pasal hal nih kat twitter kan? korang boleh cakap anything about this sebab saya takde twitter so i cant stalk korang.

haihhh malangnye nasib kau nih farah.

cant we just stop all this nonsense?

loser sangat kan.

you should be thankful because u have ur people on ur side. they were there to comfort u, to hug u, to lend u a shoulder. yes, u should be thankful. they were there to hear u.

and here i am, with nobody. there were no one on my side. theres nobody to comfort me, nobody to hear me, nobody to do like what they did to you. and the end, people blamed me.

you cried, and me too. but nobody hear me.

do u know how it feel when you really need someone at least to say 'sabar ye farah' and actually theres no one?

and yes i am a loser.

dot.

aku tahu aku sensitif. dan disebabkan itu aku jadi macam nih. kau keras hati, aku keras kepala. so deal la kan?

cepatla weekend.

sensitive

i wish i can an emotionless person.

i wish i can be an independent person.

nak jadi degil and hati batu boleh tak? mcm mane? boleh tolong ajarkan?

1234

tak pernah terlintas dalam hati utk bergadoh dengan perempuan lain kerana lelaki. tak pernah dan insyaallah takkan mungkin.

aku sekadar berpura2 jeles supaya cerita kau ada respond. bayangkan andai kata aku sekadar 'owh ok' hilang mood la weyh nak bercerita kan?

so i may look like jealous tp sebenarnye dalam hati tak pown. if he choose u, then its fine with me. dah memang die dah reject aku pown, so tak perlu nak terhegeh2 pada orang yg dah reject aku.

and in fact, aku dah tutup pintu hati pada mana2 lelaki pown, include him sebab aku dah give up. yes, i used to like him, but not anymore.

so please u dont have to struggle to change your schedule semata2 untuk jaga hati aku or whatsoever.*kalau betol la kau tukar semata2 sebab nih*

so im sorry sebab marah kau or tuduh kau but seriously i didnt mean to do that. maybe sebab aku terlalu sensitive maybe. haihh susahla jadi org mcm nih.

stress weyh stress!

bile dah tak paham so stress and bile dah start stress rase mcm nak menangis meraung, boleh tak?

oh nooooooooooooooo!