perkara bodoh

oh hooo!

yess perkara bodoh.saya telah melakukan bodoh, and its all because of him. yes, him.

this thing happened last week.

i went to pas with fadhee to get my salary. and yes, i was damn frustrated sebab dapat sikit sgt. and i wonder macam mane la sistem payroll kat situ ye? adoyai.

but then, before that, in the morning i was texted with him and he said that he maybe, i repeat, MAYBE he went here, i mean shah alam, or to exact, PLAZA ALAM SENTRAL! oh em gee!! dont you think that we were so damn close.

so cerita bermula begini la. after da dapat gaji tuh konon nak lama2 sikit kat situ, but doing something of course. i thought i could make it, to see him for my very first time. until nek bus pown he not reply my msg. i was so damn frust! yes, indeed.

dengan langkah yg penuh kecewa i walked to my house. then, lepak2 dalam bilik ngn fadhee for a while in the room, he text me. he told me sth like this;

'ntahla, tgkla mcm mane'

so by that, theres a possibility he went there la kan? so, saya kuar balik tp pas. i text him, tapi tak reply, time tuh kat dalam mph. until 6pm++ still tak reply. then,that was the time that frust feeling came in. its like; 'hello farah, here i come!'

until the next day pown tak reply. am i that stupid? yes, farah, you are.

congrats for acting like this.

remember this, he will never do it ok. for other girls, yes he will do it.

and 1 thing, i could never be your woman, and yes go away hope.

sigh~