sometimes

sometimes, we cant get what we wish for. aihh.

tapi usaha itu penting. its ok if we dont get but at least we have try our best, right?

i hope i can see, even in my dream. *sighhhhhhh

are you happy? good =)

he happy? yes. him also? yes.

sigh~

if so, me, the one that is not happy.

what should i do to make me happy?

yes, stop thinking about all these nonsense!

am i relieved?

NO.

sigh~

come on farah, nak exam da nih.

swing~~

pemalas

oh hooo! heloo farah? sampai bila nak jadi pemalas nih?

plis focus, put more effort before its too late my dear.

ok.bye

addiction

yes, i love this song =D it quite meaningful, rite?

perkara bodoh

oh hooo!

yess perkara bodoh.saya telah melakukan bodoh, and its all because of him. yes, him.

this thing happened last week.

i went to pas with fadhee to get my salary. and yes, i was damn frustrated sebab dapat sikit sgt. and i wonder macam mane la sistem payroll kat situ ye? adoyai.

but then, before that, in the morning i was texted with him and he said that he maybe, i repeat, MAYBE he went here, i mean shah alam, or to exact, PLAZA ALAM SENTRAL! oh em gee!! dont you think that we were so damn close.

so cerita bermula begini la. after da dapat gaji tuh konon nak lama2 sikit kat situ, but doing something of course. i thought i could make it, to see him for my very first time. until nek bus pown he not reply my msg. i was so damn frust! yes, indeed.

dengan langkah yg penuh kecewa i walked to my house. then, lepak2 dalam bilik ngn fadhee for a while in the room, he text me. he told me sth like this;

'ntahla, tgkla mcm mane'

so by that, theres a possibility he went there la kan? so, saya kuar balik tp pas. i text him, tapi tak reply, time tuh kat dalam mph. until 6pm++ still tak reply. then,that was the time that frust feeling came in. its like; 'hello farah, here i come!'

until the next day pown tak reply. am i that stupid? yes, farah, you are.

congrats for acting like this.

remember this, he will never do it ok. for other girls, yes he will do it.

and 1 thing, i could never be your woman, and yes go away hope.

sigh~

i cant express it

i hate u. fucking shit

dont leave me.

tajuk memang la macam over+jiwang berkarat tapi thats what i feel now.

i know ur feeling towards me dah makin kurang and i know time will heal everything.

but my dear, why?

0ne or two years or maybe more than that, we will not contact each other kan?

oh no, what i can do without you beside me?

ok. tension da nih

tension eh? of course la tension. kenapa? *ce cite ce cite*

ok, mcm nih ceritanye. esok ade test MAF. ulang ye, TEST MAF. and tajuk2 yg keluar = capital structure *ok, ingat2 lupe, bolehla* APV *da boleh da, insyaallah* and Merger *errrr..*

apa yg buat tension? of course the killer, MERGER! nih nak habaq, merger sgt2 susah ye. ok, kalow nak terangkan merger tuh ape, senangla, memang faham tapi bila nak calculate, hadoi, macam nak campak je segala mcm bende yg ade atas meja nih *mode; melampau tension*

adehh, mcm mane nih, esok nak test. and plusssss, puan kata, soalan test susah. what?? SUSAH?? ye farah, susah ye. so sila la teruskan study tuh ye. JANGAN MALAS!

ahhhh, boleh meletop kepala nih.