ok. right now i do really miss u. i dont know why. wat i know is i miss u damn much. and i want to talk with u. it is sad that u are not here, with me, but it is worst if you forget me. dont ever, ok? =)
i miss you dear!
ok. melalut lalut sudah. maaf ye.=)
maybe tomorrow i get a new phone, buy it with my own money ok. thats great actually.=)
just now, i discovered my phone and looked at my saved messages. it about a thousand of messages from him(which some of them i have been deleted a few weeks ago). and what i got? i got this feeling. i miss him and i love him. yes, i do love him. i am not a person who is good in expressing herself. i dont know what happen to me but yes, i do really love him. this 4-years-relationship is a wonderful thing in my life. love you is the best thing, but loved by you is the best of all.=)
i felt like i dont want to delete your messages because that the only memory i have with you. once you go for your 5-years-study, i know exactly that we will not ever contacting each other. it is not me who dont want but of course it is you. you go together with part of me. hajimaa...
ok.
my dear you, i hate it when you are always keep a secret from me. at least tell me. why? dont you think that you hurt by that way? please my dear, tell me ok? once you come back, please do tell me. i need to know ok.
sayang awak, rindu awak.
remember? SARA.
owh yea, one more thing. i will keep writing here until next two weeks. i feel like i'm talking with. am i right? so please comeback earlier so that i can stop typing here ok.
enough with babbling.
bye.
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