pembetulan ye, bukan line lucah ok.
line blue=celcom la. kunun la nk wat name gempak je. cehh.
ok cerita begini.
owhh celcomm, kenapa line muh tak ada 2,3 hari nihh.
cedey nye saya kerana tak dapat contact sape2.
*wahh sejak bile pulakk aku rajin contact opwg nihh* hahaha. wtv
but, actually ok la sebab selamat kowt kredit kuhh. owh kite kene pandai saving2 nih.
hahaha.
to my fren, sory la ea i x kol u. tak bulih. bukan tak nak.
hehehe. peace !
ok,lah. thanx coz line ade balikk.heheh.
*waa im so damn excited nak dapat beg baru. mely, balik cepat cikit ye.hahah*
bye.
2009-10-26
2009-10-25
.noneedtoknow.
i know im not a good fren.
i know u hate me that much.
i know ive done a lot of mistake.
i know n im sory.
i hope that we can be like we used to be.
i hope that we no longer acting like this.
i hate of being like a pretender.
tak elok taw.
i hate keeping all this feeling inside of me.
maybe i tell them, but not at all.
i feel like i hate myself the most.
benci taw.
bye.
i know u hate me that much.
i know ive done a lot of mistake.
i know n im sory.
i hope that we can be like we used to be.
i hope that we no longer acting like this.
i hate of being like a pretender.
tak elok taw.
i hate keeping all this feeling inside of me.
maybe i tell them, but not at all.
i feel like i hate myself the most.
benci taw.
bye.
2009-10-23
.addicted.
kawan2 sekalian, sekarang saya sgt addicted dengan men-update layout blog saya.
fuhh, seronok taw.
if kamu2 kata tak cantik p0wn xpe. xkesah p0wn. yg penting kepuasan hati diri sendir.
hehehe
ok, currently saya di ptar.
owhh tadi terserempak dengan zahid di sini. bersama nasa, yusof n teddy n also chubby.
amboi lelaki2 nihh, rajin sungguh ! malu saya taw. saya p0wn tak rajin macam kamu taw
hahaha
ok,lah. dah lewat ni.
actually i dun feel to go home now. malasnye !!
ok2. relax2 cool bebeh !
bye.
fuhh, seronok taw.
if kamu2 kata tak cantik p0wn xpe. xkesah p0wn. yg penting kepuasan hati diri sendir.
hehehe
ok, currently saya di ptar.
owhh tadi terserempak dengan zahid di sini. bersama nasa, yusof n teddy n also chubby.
amboi lelaki2 nihh, rajin sungguh ! malu saya taw. saya p0wn tak rajin macam kamu taw
hahaha
ok,lah. dah lewat ni.
actually i dun feel to go home now. malasnye !!
ok2. relax2 cool bebeh !
bye.
.dissappointed.
i was damn dissppointed by my carry mark. i was like hurmm nk nangis kowt ! omg.
however i know i salah. byk sgt maen n slalu anggap yg test+quiz=remeh2 saja.
so ? padan muka la kan ?
waaa..!! cedey nye.
n i damn hate wat she said. helo ? ckit benor markah ko ea. pliz la jgn nak phsyco owg. dun ever be like ur bestie tuh. meluat la. rase cm nak sepak je. nak kene ke? bg free p0wn bulih je no hal. u, &%^$ shiit !
i hope i can do better in the final exam. plizz3 !!
bye.
however i know i salah. byk sgt maen n slalu anggap yg test+quiz=remeh2 saja.
so ? padan muka la kan ?
waaa..!! cedey nye.
n i damn hate wat she said. helo ? ckit benor markah ko ea. pliz la jgn nak phsyco owg. dun ever be like ur bestie tuh. meluat la. rase cm nak sepak je. nak kene ke? bg free p0wn bulih je no hal. u, &%^$ shiit !
i hope i can do better in the final exam. plizz3 !!
bye.
2009-10-22
.annoying.
i dunno sama ada kamu taw atau x yg kamu sgt2 annoying. kamu taw ramai yg tak suka kamu tp kamu xberubah. kamu masih buat perkara sama yg membuatkan kami berasa sgt2 annoying dgn kamu.
owh plizz la. tolong hormat orang lain bulih ? mungkin bagi kamu tak kesah tp bagi kami belum tentu kami kesah ok ?
kami bukan perfect dan kamu jugak bukan perfect. dan kamu jgnla menambahkan ke-tidak-perfect-an kamu tuhh. ok? tolong3. dan jgn cuba meng-phsyco kami dengan kata2 kamu tuhh. kami meluat utk dengar ok.
cukupla meng-kutuk kamu.
kami jugak yg dapat dosa.
bye.
owh plizz la. tolong hormat orang lain bulih ? mungkin bagi kamu tak kesah tp bagi kami belum tentu kami kesah ok ?
kami bukan perfect dan kamu jugak bukan perfect. dan kamu jgnla menambahkan ke-tidak-perfect-an kamu tuhh. ok? tolong3. dan jgn cuba meng-phsyco kami dengan kata2 kamu tuhh. kami meluat utk dengar ok.
cukupla meng-kutuk kamu.
kami jugak yg dapat dosa.
bye.
2009-10-20
.i wish.
i wish i could cry like this. n i really damn want to cry like this. but people said that i am a grown up girl, so i cant cry like this anymore. why ? i want !
ok seriusly i lost myself.
helo farah ? where r u ? come back here. i really need myself. cepat2 !
ok sengal.
bye.
.remember.
he reminds me of him.
n i notice that i still miss him. but i dunno i miss him as wat. n i hope im not missing like that.
i wish im not.
still, he makes me like a s\foolish.
please, give me some space so that i can be wat i wanna be, n i can do wateve i wanna do.
where r u ?
n i notice that i still miss him. but i dunno i miss him as wat. n i hope im not missing like that.
i wish im not.
still, he makes me like a s\foolish.
please, give me some space so that i can be wat i wanna be, n i can do wateve i wanna do.
where r u ?
2009-10-19
.mengidam.
saya nak makan cornflakes choc cookiesss !!!!
lapar weyh lapar...i nk makan !
ok. hahaha. actually semalam dapat makan cookies tuhh. thanx to my sayang, solehah !!
dpt dalam bekas plastik bulat tuhh. penuh. balik puncak je terus makan.
'solehah, dah abis. tp aku nk lagi...' *kunun ayat sedey dowhh*
pastu struggle la panjat tangga tingkat 4 kowt, semata2 kerana nk makan lagi cornflakes choc cookies ! tp xkesah p0wn.jnji lepas kempunan.
owh actly xklepas lagi. saya nak makan lagii !!
ade sape2 yg ade cookies tuhh ? saya maw ...*wat muka sedey la kan*
oklah.
bye.
lapar weyh lapar...i nk makan !
ok. hahaha. actually semalam dapat makan cookies tuhh. thanx to my sayang, solehah !!
dpt dalam bekas plastik bulat tuhh. penuh. balik puncak je terus makan.
'solehah, dah abis. tp aku nk lagi...' *kunun ayat sedey dowhh*
pastu struggle la panjat tangga tingkat 4 kowt, semata2 kerana nk makan lagi cornflakes choc cookies ! tp xkesah p0wn.jnji lepas kempunan.
owh actly xklepas lagi. saya nak makan lagii !!
ade sape2 yg ade cookies tuhh ? saya maw ...*wat muka sedey la kan*
oklah.
bye.
2009-10-18
.foolish.
penat taw macam nihh. pas satu satu. cukuplah history yg dah lepas2 tuh jgn nak ditambah kisah pahit aku ok. im trying damn hard ok utk lupekan sume2 nihh.
owh shitt. knp dah nak exam nih makin byk pulak malapetaka yg timbul. kalow nak datang p0wn, lek2 la dulu. pas exam boleh. *kowt*
wahai kamu yg cumil, jgn wat saya macam nih eh. as i told u, cukup skali saya kena, xde 2nd time ok.
untuk kamu yg cumil jugak. *sighh* ive made a big mistakes. i know n im sory.
kepada kamu yang cumil. kamu semakin jauh. jauh dan jauh. but not yet already gone.
kamu sumer nih wat i makin pening lalat la. ************ nampak star tuh ? ckit ? tp i nmpk penuh dah satu post nihh.
*i should seek for medical check up la tp mls pulak. bio ler*
study3 !!!
bye.
owh shitt. knp dah nak exam nih makin byk pulak malapetaka yg timbul. kalow nak datang p0wn, lek2 la dulu. pas exam boleh. *kowt*
wahai kamu yg cumil, jgn wat saya macam nih eh. as i told u, cukup skali saya kena, xde 2nd time ok.
untuk kamu yg cumil jugak. *sighh* ive made a big mistakes. i know n im sory.
kepada kamu yang cumil. kamu semakin jauh. jauh dan jauh. but not yet already gone.
kamu sumer nih wat i makin pening lalat la. ************ nampak star tuh ? ckit ? tp i nmpk penuh dah satu post nihh.
*i should seek for medical check up la tp mls pulak. bio ler*
study3 !!!
bye.
2009-10-17
.what they think about u.
act, what they think about me. she told me, yesterday what they thought about me. ive changed ! am i? hahaha. n they thought that my changes are because of i ade boy ? mmg lawak. sgt2 lawak. i xtaw la ape yang diowg nmpk berubay nye tuh. i know ive change. maybe dari segi pemakaian tudung. kan sem nih i byk kali pakai selendang. n they said that i makin bergaya sekarang. hahaha. damn klakar. hahaha. *gelak sampai tergolek2*
my kawans. i taw sebelum nih i jenis yg sempoi2. tudung p0wn setakat selempang je. xmen nak pin2 nihh. pastu tudung takat kaler itam, putih. dah jadi wane kebangsaan kuh. haha. sejak timbul kesedaran utk jadi feminim nihh *erkkk terpinga2 jap* thats y la i change. everything la. eh x, half nye la.
ok. actually pelik jugak. nmpak sgt ke perubahan nihh ? tapi rasenye macam biase je kowt. *terpinga2 lagi*
xpelah. semua owang memerlukan perubahan kan ? asal kan berubah ke arah kebaikan bukan lagi teruk. stuck jap for a moment. berfikir. am i change for my own sake ? hmm..
smile ! *bak kate jijie* =))
bye.
my kawans. i taw sebelum nih i jenis yg sempoi2. tudung p0wn setakat selempang je. xmen nak pin2 nihh. pastu tudung takat kaler itam, putih. dah jadi wane kebangsaan kuh. haha. sejak timbul kesedaran utk jadi feminim nihh *erkkk terpinga2 jap* thats y la i change. everything la. eh x, half nye la.
ok. actually pelik jugak. nmpak sgt ke perubahan nihh ? tapi rasenye macam biase je kowt. *terpinga2 lagi*
xpelah. semua owang memerlukan perubahan kan ? asal kan berubah ke arah kebaikan bukan lagi teruk. stuck jap for a moment. berfikir. am i change for my own sake ? hmm..
smile ! *bak kate jijie* =))
bye.
2009-10-16
.i am not.
wahh satu kebenaran telah terungkap *kununnye la kan*
i didnt know about this until she told me yesterday. n im so damn suprised to hear that. n now let me memperbetulkan tanggapan kamu itu ok ?
here. i never ever say that i couple ngn sape2 ok ? except kat mamat desperate kat fb tuh. n thats it. then i citer kat u pasal that guy. ok. i do like him. n i do waiting for him. tp itu semuanye cerita2 sem lepas. ive already give up ngn die. yes, 4 tahun kowt. 4 tahun ok. bukan senang nak lupakan juz sekelip mata. it takes time. even masa sekarang ni p0wn i pikir pasal hal ni. betul ke dah lupe ? betul ke dah give. i keep asking to myself. tp bila dipikirkan semula, sampai bila i nak pikir2 hal nih ?
no. i want to change everything. boleh ker ? owhh mesti punye. gogogo !!
*sighh.
adakah saya menjawab tanggapan kamu ?
pikirla sendiri
bye.
i didnt know about this until she told me yesterday. n im so damn suprised to hear that. n now let me memperbetulkan tanggapan kamu itu ok ?
here. i never ever say that i couple ngn sape2 ok ? except kat mamat desperate kat fb tuh. n thats it. then i citer kat u pasal that guy. ok. i do like him. n i do waiting for him. tp itu semuanye cerita2 sem lepas. ive already give up ngn die. yes, 4 tahun kowt. 4 tahun ok. bukan senang nak lupakan juz sekelip mata. it takes time. even masa sekarang ni p0wn i pikir pasal hal ni. betul ke dah lupe ? betul ke dah give. i keep asking to myself. tp bila dipikirkan semula, sampai bila i nak pikir2 hal nih ?
no. i want to change everything. boleh ker ? owhh mesti punye. gogogo !!
*sighh.
adakah saya menjawab tanggapan kamu ?
pikirla sendiri
bye.
2009-10-14
.speechless.
setiap owang mempunyai sebab tersendiri dan setiap owang mempunyai alasan tersendiri. perlukah saya berkelakuan sebegini andai die melakukan begitu terhadap saya ? andai saya salah beritahu agar saya sendiri tidak tertnya2. bukankah begitu lebih bagus ? saya tidak mahu menambahkan dosa dosa saya yang dah menimbung nihh. saya serik. saya penat. saya sedih. saya tahu saya bukan superman. saya jugak bisa nangis. tapi sampai bila harus saya menangis ? bila saya boleh gembira tanpa sebarang masalah dan tekanan ? tolong saya ?
saya keep on trying tapi hasilnya tak pernah memuaskan. what should i do so that this thing will be ok ?
*sighh
*hoping for the best for everyone.
bye.
saya keep on trying tapi hasilnya tak pernah memuaskan. what should i do so that this thing will be ok ?
*sighh
*hoping for the best for everyone.
bye.
2009-10-13
.guys.
waahh. tajuk ala2 mencipta kontroversi pulak. wtv.
it used to happened to me long time ago. n sekarang to u pulak. my fren, as i said to u, guys are very complicated. most people say that kita2 nih yg hard to understand tapi sebenanye lelaki p0wn sama jugakk. im not being prejudis pada jejaka2 luar sana. kesian kat kawan ku sorang nih. itula susahnye berdua. berseorangan macam saya sudah cukup hepi ! hehehe
ok i kenal ngn ramai jenis2 lelaki.
lelaki yg gatal ? owhh ramai sgt. rasenye tak terkira jumlah nye. lelaki yg nihh mmg xleh percaya langsung, same jugakla ngn lelaki playboy.
lelaki yg desperate. owh i ade kenal sorang nihh. kat facebook. xtaw pe masalah die. layan p0wn salah, xlayan p0wn lagi salah. cam bongekk je kan lelaki nihh. bila balas komen die anggap kite suka kat die *uweekk!* kalow xlayan ckp sombong *ade mslh ke?* mmg xpaham. geli dowh. sumpah geli.
lelaki yg pentingkan kecantikan. ini p0wn masalah jugak. i know i bukanla dalam group mereka2 yg lawa. even with my fren p0wn i rendah diri taw. macam xlayak pulak ngn diowg, i ade perasaan jugak. i bukan mintak jadi macam nihh ok. owhh shitt. thats y bila owg ajak jumpa, i paling xsuke bende nihh. i taw diri i macam mane. some people bila dah jumpa n xmenepati his taste, so bye2. eh helo ? pe masalahnye kowg nihh ?
lelaki curang. xperlu ckp byk. i hate u damn much !
lelaki baik. =) i kenal u for 4 years. walaup0wn xmacam we are not macam dulu, but still bende masih macam dulu.
=)
*sighh
bye.
it used to happened to me long time ago. n sekarang to u pulak. my fren, as i said to u, guys are very complicated. most people say that kita2 nih yg hard to understand tapi sebenanye lelaki p0wn sama jugakk. im not being prejudis pada jejaka2 luar sana. kesian kat kawan ku sorang nih. itula susahnye berdua. berseorangan macam saya sudah cukup hepi ! hehehe
ok i kenal ngn ramai jenis2 lelaki.
lelaki yg gatal ? owhh ramai sgt. rasenye tak terkira jumlah nye. lelaki yg nihh mmg xleh percaya langsung, same jugakla ngn lelaki playboy.
lelaki yg desperate. owh i ade kenal sorang nihh. kat facebook. xtaw pe masalah die. layan p0wn salah, xlayan p0wn lagi salah. cam bongekk je kan lelaki nihh. bila balas komen die anggap kite suka kat die *uweekk!* kalow xlayan ckp sombong *ade mslh ke?* mmg xpaham. geli dowh. sumpah geli.
lelaki yg pentingkan kecantikan. ini p0wn masalah jugak. i know i bukanla dalam group mereka2 yg lawa. even with my fren p0wn i rendah diri taw. macam xlayak pulak ngn diowg, i ade perasaan jugak. i bukan mintak jadi macam nihh ok. owhh shitt. thats y bila owg ajak jumpa, i paling xsuke bende nihh. i taw diri i macam mane. some people bila dah jumpa n xmenepati his taste, so bye2. eh helo ? pe masalahnye kowg nihh ?
lelaki curang. xperlu ckp byk. i hate u damn much !
lelaki baik. =) i kenal u for 4 years. walaup0wn xmacam we are not macam dulu, but still bende masih macam dulu.
=)
*sighh
bye.
2009-10-10
.jadual exam.
owhh shit jadual dah keluar. tp macam bengang la jugakk kan sebab jadual nye yg macam suckkk !
walaup0wn kitowg abis awal seminggu kan
tp masalah nye gap nye tuh, fullamak. memang terlampau best la.
no gap at all, and ade yg sehari je. shiitt !
ok, redha.
cepatt la study ngekk !
ngekk farah ! *like he said*
bye
walaup0wn kitowg abis awal seminggu kan
tp masalah nye gap nye tuh, fullamak. memang terlampau best la.
no gap at all, and ade yg sehari je. shiitt !
ok, redha.
cepatt la study ngekk !
ngekk farah ! *like he said*
bye
it was a wonderful moment to have a chat with u.
even though its only for a moment. and i miss the moment so damn much.
=)=)=)
even though im not more important for u.
even though we cant be like we used to be
even though we're far apart now
but still, i remember u.
never ever forget even though i've tried to.
im sory
bye.
even though its only for a moment. and i miss the moment so damn much.
=)=)=)
even though im not more important for u.
even though we cant be like we used to be
even though we're far apart now
but still, i remember u.
never ever forget even though i've tried to.
im sory
bye.
2009-10-08
.away.
my mistake because i did that. but if i dont, i will ever know about that. knp perlu jadi hipokrit tentang ni ? jus say it out loud. i wish that i can say u are my bestie but lucky i didnt say that. we are different. totally different. u r who r u. i am who i am. i wish we can say together, spend some other time together but we cant make it anymore. i'll try to pretend that nothing happen even though i know i cant. i want to cry. i really want but i cant. i try to be strong even though i know i am not strong enough. i cant keep my feelings, anymore. i cant hold this anymore.
pliz la weyh. stop playing all this rubbish !
shitt.
tetiba dapat semangat.
for wat pikir pasal bende alah nih. eh helo ? suka ati kamu nk wat ape p0wn. kalow kamu rase aku mengganggu hidup kamu yg penuh dengan bunga2 cinta tuh, jus stay away from me. senang kan ?
eh, i dun want to know wat happen tu ur life. i nak jadi owg yg keras hati + hati berbatu2 bulih ? when i act like that, sory kalow u terasa ok.
cukupla i terasa dgn u selama nih. i ade perasaan jugak walaup0wn dah nak jadi ati batu ok.
wtv.ml
bye.
pliz la weyh. stop playing all this rubbish !
shitt.
tetiba dapat semangat.
for wat pikir pasal bende alah nih. eh helo ? suka ati kamu nk wat ape p0wn. kalow kamu rase aku mengganggu hidup kamu yg penuh dengan bunga2 cinta tuh, jus stay away from me. senang kan ?
eh, i dun want to know wat happen tu ur life. i nak jadi owg yg keras hati + hati berbatu2 bulih ? when i act like that, sory kalow u terasa ok.
cukupla i terasa dgn u selama nih. i ade perasaan jugak walaup0wn dah nak jadi ati batu ok.
wtv.ml
bye.
.pekan syawal.
kelmarin bersamaan 6th october 2009 my friends n i were attending pekan syawal at seroja college in uitm shah alam.
actually xlarat nak menulis because of lack of time. but here the pictures. *name p0wn si gilak kamera kan hehehe*
kami sangat busan kat sini jadi kami mengambil keputusan utk bergmbr. dan kami tak puas bergambar ! hahaha
bye.
actually xlarat nak menulis because of lack of time. but here the pictures. *name p0wn si gilak kamera kan hehehe*
kami sangat busan kat sini jadi kami mengambil keputusan utk bergmbr. dan kami tak puas bergambar ! hahaha
bye.
2009-10-05
.end of everything.
i hate to love u
but i want to
i hate to hate u
but i have to
i hate to let u go
but i have to
i hate to see u walk away
but i have to
i hate to stop thinking of u
but i have to
i hate to hate everything
but i can do nothing
i hate to say gudbye
but
i have to..
bye.
n thanks for 4 years memories.
2009-10-04
.sudah.
its weird bila bende tuh berlaku
n i keep thinking of it, y and y ?
if xnak diam aje. itu sudah cukup.
n i keep thinking of it, y and y ?
if xnak diam aje. itu sudah cukup.
2009-10-01
.after cuti raye.
people said i slalu moody pas balik raye nihh
moody ke?
wat kind of moody is that?
maybe people nmpk moody tapi bila pikir balik bila masa la i moody2 nihh
xde mase la nk ber-moody
byk bende nk pikir nihh
owhh maybe sbb i pikir byk bende sgt kowt then people thought i moody
heloo, byk trouble la yg timbul
so terpikir la pulakk
suppose i tinggalkan hal2 yg menyesakkan kepala tepi2 jauh2
tp i terpikir la jugakk
hehehe
wtv.
final is very2 close n i have to study with double triple efforts
tp *knp mesti ade tp?* i slalu tido
please400m give me support
i really need a support
owhh shitt.
n hal pasal kamu.
alahai, 9 minutes late je kowt, xkanla off hp trus?
*sighh
dis coming two weeks, byk tests
10/10 - far250
14/10 - tax320
- mkt243
16/10 - maf280
speaking test lagi 4 bel
adoyaii
nasib bek term paper anta sok, n finally lepas from essay! yey ! hahaha =D
bye.
moody ke?
wat kind of moody is that?
maybe people nmpk moody tapi bila pikir balik bila masa la i moody2 nihh
xde mase la nk ber-moody
byk bende nk pikir nihh
owhh maybe sbb i pikir byk bende sgt kowt then people thought i moody
heloo, byk trouble la yg timbul
so terpikir la pulakk
suppose i tinggalkan hal2 yg menyesakkan kepala tepi2 jauh2
tp i terpikir la jugakk
hehehe
wtv.
final is very2 close n i have to study with double triple efforts
tp *knp mesti ade tp?* i slalu tido
please400m give me support
i really need a support
owhh shitt.
n hal pasal kamu.
alahai, 9 minutes late je kowt, xkanla off hp trus?
*sighh
dis coming two weeks, byk tests
10/10 - far250
14/10 - tax320
- mkt243
16/10 - maf280
speaking test lagi 4 bel
adoyaii
nasib bek term paper anta sok, n finally lepas from essay! yey ! hahaha =D
bye.
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