sensitive

i wish i can an emotionless person.

i wish i can be an independent person.

nak jadi degil and hati batu boleh tak? mcm mane? boleh tolong ajarkan?

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tak pernah terlintas dalam hati utk bergadoh dengan perempuan lain kerana lelaki. tak pernah dan insyaallah takkan mungkin.

aku sekadar berpura2 jeles supaya cerita kau ada respond. bayangkan andai kata aku sekadar 'owh ok' hilang mood la weyh nak bercerita kan?

so i may look like jealous tp sebenarnye dalam hati tak pown. if he choose u, then its fine with me. dah memang die dah reject aku pown, so tak perlu nak terhegeh2 pada orang yg dah reject aku.

and in fact, aku dah tutup pintu hati pada mana2 lelaki pown, include him sebab aku dah give up. yes, i used to like him, but not anymore.

so please u dont have to struggle to change your schedule semata2 untuk jaga hati aku or whatsoever.*kalau betol la kau tukar semata2 sebab nih*

so im sorry sebab marah kau or tuduh kau but seriously i didnt mean to do that. maybe sebab aku terlalu sensitive maybe. haihh susahla jadi org mcm nih.

stress weyh stress!

bile dah tak paham so stress and bile dah start stress rase mcm nak menangis meraung, boleh tak?

oh nooooooooooooooo!

joker

he may not see that im jealous, he may not feel that im hurt, he may not hear my cries, but everytime i remember that hes not mine, ouchh it hurts me a lot.

from her story, it kindda obvious yg that feeling is not there, not for me. yes i know, forget him, forget everything about him. but when i was there, with him, its so hard to do so. what should i do now?

love is like a joker pulak. bencila mcm nih

its ok.

sedih sangat bila apa yang kita buat takde siapa yang nak support. daripada bersemangat terus down. haihh.lagi2 support daripada orang yang rapat dengan kita. yes, its a concern tp haihhh. nasib nasib. sepatotnye senyap kan semuanye kan? tapi kalau nak senyapkan daripada family tuh susah sikit la. eh bukan sikit tapi banyakkkkkkkk.

and now mmg macam tak bersemangat nak pegi keje. selalunye kalau nak pi keje semangat sentiasa. sampaikan pernah terpikir nak keje everyday. tapi sekarang MALAS sgt nak pi.

takpe la. dah nasib macam tuh. its ok. dah biasa dah.

cool la farah. sabar ye.

i miss the memories

everything reminds me the memorie..s i miss everything between us. and i miss my hero :(

please.

kadang kadang music express everything kan?

ya allah...

:(

this is me

takpe. dah bese dah kene macam nih. ditinggalkan,disisihkan,dibiarkan sorang2. sume tuh dah rase dah. macam imun jugak tapi kadang kadang terasa jugak. besela, saya manusia biasa yang ade perasaan halus dan sensitif. besela, orang menumpang memang mcm nih. kalow tak rapat ngn orang lain mmg macam nih jugak. haihhh. nvm.

and u. takde kredit eh? takpela. malu dah.

maaf mrhandphone. lepas nih terpaksa campak kamu merata2. sedih bila yang ditunggu tak kunjung tiba. xpela. dh bese kan.