i cant express it

i hate u. fucking shit

dont leave me.

tajuk memang la macam over+jiwang berkarat tapi thats what i feel now.

i know ur feeling towards me dah makin kurang and i know time will heal everything.

but my dear, why?

0ne or two years or maybe more than that, we will not contact each other kan?

oh no, what i can do without you beside me?

ok. tension da nih

tension eh? of course la tension. kenapa? *ce cite ce cite*

ok, mcm nih ceritanye. esok ade test MAF. ulang ye, TEST MAF. and tajuk2 yg keluar = capital structure *ok, ingat2 lupe, bolehla* APV *da boleh da, insyaallah* and Merger *errrr..*

apa yg buat tension? of course the killer, MERGER! nih nak habaq, merger sgt2 susah ye. ok, kalow nak terangkan merger tuh ape, senangla, memang faham tapi bila nak calculate, hadoi, macam nak campak je segala mcm bende yg ade atas meja nih *mode; melampau tension*

adehh, mcm mane nih, esok nak test. and plusssss, puan kata, soalan test susah. what?? SUSAH?? ye farah, susah ye. so sila la teruskan study tuh ye. JANGAN MALAS!

ahhhh, boleh meletop kepala nih.

.i cant say a word

ok. firstly tergamam. sgt2.

why? syukur sangat sebab online malam nih. if, confirm takkan tahu.

and why this thing happen?

u and my friends are not the same.

friends are friends. and u, the one in my heart *ok, mmg mcm nak muntah bace nih*

dont you know about that? oh my...

ok, tipula kalau tak nangis, tapi terpaksa cover sbb theres other persons beside me. kang banyak citer pulak. so stop la farah. JANGAN MENANGIS.

i am not that strong

ya allah tolong hamba-Mu ini

sungguh aku tak sanggup utk hadapi semua nih

tolong ya allah sembuhkan dia

belum masa utk nyawa dia di ambil. tolong ya allah

ya allah aku tak kuat

.its still there.

only this word i want to say

"i miss you"

.hurt me a lot.

yes, it is called pressure.

they pressed me so much and i cant hold them anymore.

ohh tears, please dont be too cheap. tahu lah dah lama tak menangis tapi bukan sekarang. belom masanya lagi. *haihh.dok tahan pown keluar jugak*

i just have no idea why tonight i got emotional. why and why.

fine.

nak nangisla. mlm ni mlm ramadhan. bagus sgt la tuh.

i wish i could wish u but no, i cant. its no risky.

.end of everything.

i've tried a few times to contact u but still zero.awak2..kejam awak buat mcm nih.

u should just tell me, not hide it from me.

knp? takowt saya tak boleh trime? ohh come on, berita awak dah kawen pown saya boleh trima.

takkan yg nih saya tak boleh kan?

penatla pikir mcm nih/ boleh tak tlg saya stop pikir pasal awak?

*sigh