right. today is my day. however i cant celebrate it because of u. see?? you dont even remember it. tahu tak macam mane saya rase?? sedih, terkilan. at least say sth.
today is your last day here. you know what? thats my greatest gift from you.
thanks for everything.
2010-02-16
2010-02-10
dont~~
i got a bad news today. pliz, dont leave me here. even though we are not mean for each other, but pliz, i need you badly. at least i know you are still here. close to me. i can still contact you. but once you go, i can never reach you, again. i want to go with you, but thats impossible. i can do it, but i cant. i know its gud for you to go but from other side, no you cant. stay here!
i wish i could take care of you. i wish i could stay by your side. i wish. and i wish.
pliz, dont go away.
=((
i wish i could take care of you. i wish i could stay by your side. i wish. and i wish.
pliz, dont go away.
=((
2010-01-02
.2010.
ok. selamat datang 2010. terlambat ckit. tp xpela =)))
ok.*lagi* azam baru? honestly xde. sbb kalow ade pown tak tertunai.hihi.
apa2pown, memandangkan tahun ni adela sem akhir diploma, saya nak wat yg terbaek bcoz saya nk fly!!! seriusly. im not kidding. walaupown setakat amik akaun je, n xdela sehebat mana saya dlm bidang ni, tp saya tetap mahu teruskan pengajian saya di luar negara.
ok. *lagi dan lagi* itula target saya tahu nih.
so wat im supposed to do is, blaja betol2 n fokus betol2. tak mahu men2 n tak mahu pikir masalah2 yg merepek2. walaupown tgn kanan nih masih belom pulih tp ini jadi pembakar semangat utk saya terus blaja.
saya tak suka orang tgk saya blaja. saya tak suka org tahu saya sedang blaja. so pliz, saya tahu awak dah pandai dan janganla cakap yg sebaliknya sbb itu membuatkan saya rase menyampah. dan tak perlu bersaing dgn saya sbb saya takkan dpt tandingi awak ok?
semoga 2010 memberi cahaya segala cahaya kepada saya.
bye.
ok.*lagi* azam baru? honestly xde. sbb kalow ade pown tak tertunai.hihi.
apa2pown, memandangkan tahun ni adela sem akhir diploma, saya nak wat yg terbaek bcoz saya nk fly!!! seriusly. im not kidding. walaupown setakat amik akaun je, n xdela sehebat mana saya dlm bidang ni, tp saya tetap mahu teruskan pengajian saya di luar negara.
ok. *lagi dan lagi* itula target saya tahu nih.
so wat im supposed to do is, blaja betol2 n fokus betol2. tak mahu men2 n tak mahu pikir masalah2 yg merepek2. walaupown tgn kanan nih masih belom pulih tp ini jadi pembakar semangat utk saya terus blaja.
saya tak suka orang tgk saya blaja. saya tak suka org tahu saya sedang blaja. so pliz, saya tahu awak dah pandai dan janganla cakap yg sebaliknya sbb itu membuatkan saya rase menyampah. dan tak perlu bersaing dgn saya sbb saya takkan dpt tandingi awak ok?
semoga 2010 memberi cahaya segala cahaya kepada saya.
bye.
2009-12-30
mind ur own business.
pe mslh ko nk marah2? its mine kn? so phm2 la. kalow aku beli gna my own money but i cant use it, WAT THE HELL? masalah ke? aku punye, suka ati. mine ur own business.
remember, ITS MINE!!!!
im not using even ur single money. soo BACK OFF.
jangan sampai aku biadap kt ko.
sengal.
remember, ITS MINE!!!!
im not using even ur single money. soo BACK OFF.
jangan sampai aku biadap kt ko.
sengal.
2009-12-03
.why and why.
i noe im not a gud person to deserve sth gud from u.
i ne n im tryg to act as gud as i can
but why people are not act gud to me.
i juz asked sth very important to but mayb not important for u.fine.
it juz a question. not a burden like carried ur stuff ok.
why???
if u dunno, cant u juz reply 'sory i dunno.' is that hard for u?
omg pliz help me.
bye.
i ne n im tryg to act as gud as i can
but why people are not act gud to me.
i juz asked sth very important to but mayb not important for u.fine.
it juz a question. not a burden like carried ur stuff ok.
why???
if u dunno, cant u juz reply 'sory i dunno.' is that hard for u?
omg pliz help me.
bye.
2009-11-17
.back.
i looked the pictures kat my fren's facebook. ni adalah budak2 pandai. n dat picture menunjukkan kesungguhan mereka belajar.
click punye click then stop kat 1 picture nih. ada gambar sorg budak skolah. teringat kisah pasal die. amazing babe.
during form 4*kitowg masok situ time form 4* mid-term exam. she got not really good result. mgkin 130++ but then, masa final exam, shes soo awesome sbb she got top 30 i guess. omg. gilew.
the main point nye di sini ialah, kalow diberi peluang utk under masa, saya mahu kembali semasa waktu di seseri. i want to study damn hard like wat i did during my 2nd sem. i realised that im not a person that study hard like those excellent student in my skul did. omg.
dulu2, pernah terpikir jugak, if diberi peluang untuk under masa, bila? n i answered, waktu zaman kecik2. umo 5-6tahun. sbb time tuh la i stat makan byk sgt n the result, see my body la kan skrg nih?
dulu2, penah terpikir jugak, if diberi peluang utk undur masa, bila? then i answered i dont wat to. sbb time tuh pikir, i dont have any sweet memories during my childhood.never.
its gud if theres a way to go back. tp bese la kan, its very2 impossible la.
oleh yang demikian kita kene lah menghargai hidup kita ni n byk2 kanlah wat kenangan2 yg berharga ok.
bye.
click punye click then stop kat 1 picture nih. ada gambar sorg budak skolah. teringat kisah pasal die. amazing babe.
during form 4*kitowg masok situ time form 4* mid-term exam. she got not really good result. mgkin 130++ but then, masa final exam, shes soo awesome sbb she got top 30 i guess. omg. gilew.
the main point nye di sini ialah, kalow diberi peluang utk under masa, saya mahu kembali semasa waktu di seseri. i want to study damn hard like wat i did during my 2nd sem. i realised that im not a person that study hard like those excellent student in my skul did. omg.
dulu2, pernah terpikir jugak, if diberi peluang untuk under masa, bila? n i answered, waktu zaman kecik2. umo 5-6tahun. sbb time tuh la i stat makan byk sgt n the result, see my body la kan skrg nih?
dulu2, penah terpikir jugak, if diberi peluang utk undur masa, bila? then i answered i dont wat to. sbb time tuh pikir, i dont have any sweet memories during my childhood.never.
its gud if theres a way to go back. tp bese la kan, its very2 impossible la.
oleh yang demikian kita kene lah menghargai hidup kita ni n byk2 kanlah wat kenangan2 yg berharga ok.
bye.
2009-11-11
.exam tamat.
dengan ini saya isytiharkan bahawa exam tamat.
sangat seronok kerana sengsara sudah berakhir. owh sekarang masih di kolej kerana kunun nye la kan nk kuar ari ini tp malang sungguh batal. ok. *kecewa la jugak*
conclusion terhadap exam saya ? owh sudah terang lagi bersuluh lampu kereta. sangat teruk. effort sangat low. dan result nye sure low jugak. owh mampos !
saya sgt takowt andai kata result jatuhh
sangat seronok kerana sengsara sudah berakhir. owh sekarang masih di kolej kerana kunun nye la kan nk kuar ari ini tp malang sungguh batal. ok. *kecewa la jugak*
conclusion terhadap exam saya ? owh sudah terang lagi bersuluh lampu kereta. sangat teruk. effort sangat low. dan result nye sure low jugak. owh mampos !
saya sgt takowt andai kata result jatuhh
2009-11-05
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