Nobody's perfect.

i made a mistake. A big mistake

move

how to move on?
what is move on actually?

.........

i have no idea.

and yes i know, i am already 23, and there are so many things ahead of me. i should let these things go, but i just dunno how.
how,dear?

that's why i made this decision.

Abc

dear you,
how i wish i can talk to you..

Undefined

i guess it is not working. sighh~~

takpela, saya redha. dan memang saya redha. no worries, ill be fine.

Dear awak.

dont do this cause u make it worst. saya tahu saya berpura-pura depan awak, tapi thats the only way that i can do. what if, saya bagitahu awak yg saya menangis,time tu jugak? what will u do? nak stop kan ur marriage ke? sbb awak jugak yg cakap, whatever ur decision is, the marriage will go on kan? then what shud i do?
awak tahu, i am stronger than before. sebelum ni kan pernah jadi mcm ni jugak. remember? dulu saya nangis teruk, teruk sangat. but now better.see?
please, for time being, just stay as what we used to be.sbb saya tahu, after ur marriage, it will be hard, for both of us,me especially.
please.

just one thing, why her? why?
i guess there is no answer for that, kan?
-________-

sabar itu separuh dari iman

ya, sabar itu separuh dari iman. tapi malangnya saya bukan seorg penyabar tegar. sekadar suam2 kuku saja. takpe farah, banyak kan lagi sabar tuh ye

gigi oh gigi

nak taw apa yg stress sekarang nih?

stress bila tgk iklan makanan tapi tak boleh makan.

sebab? gigi nih.

geramnyeeeeeeee!

sakit sampai nak nangis tahuuu :(

gedik benor

pernah tak dengar org cakap kalau kita sakit, kita nakkan perhatian daripada org yg rapat dengan kita.

hmmmm...

ermmmm...

itula yg saya rasa sekarang

tapi kan..

takde sape..dahla lapar gile tapiiii tak mampu nak makan

sedihnye saya.... :(

kesian saya

malang sungguh. saya kehilangan my lovely earphone. :(

sedih sebab i love to use this thing. dah macam bestfriend. u r always by my side tahu.

kalow beli yg baru mahal tak?

maafla, tiada kewangn sekarang. kesian kan?

sedih saya :(

kuat.

terasa diri semakin bodoh.

bila hati mati, akal tak mampu berfikir waras sebab tiada sokongan.

dear friend,

aku tahu mcm mane perasaan tuh bila di reject oleh org yg kita syg. i know. tapi jgn jadi mcm aku. kau baru kene sekali, aku berkali2. jgn biarkan hati kau mati sebab ini. jgn penat mencari sebab yg dicari pasti. jgn give up, jgn buat seperti mana yg aku buat.

love,

farah.

malang sungguh...

can you see that??? theres no cream or ubat gigi or minyak here. soo.....mcm nih sajala...

sweat.

Cukupla, dah tak sanggup dah nak hadapi sume nih.
Rase mcm 100% putus asa.
Perasaan tuh dah mati, dan apa yg mati takkan hidup balik, tahu.
i dont know who r u but, ur words, disgusting tahu. Jijik.
Find another girl, yg boleh memenuhi keinginan kau tuh, but not me.
Paham?

*konon dah solat tapi ....
Sumpah geli.

more than this

haishh memang minat sangat dengan lagu tuh. dah jadi faveret song dah nih adoi nye pown.
pernah tak nampak lady pakai heels then heels tersangkut kat jalan? malu kan? memang memalukan and that thing happened to me. tapi yang lucky nye, takde orang nampak. fuhhhh lega. kalow tak, memang kene gelak. kaw kaw punya adoi.and nasib baikla heels tuh tak patah. kalow tak....haihh tak dapat nak bygkan.

btw, dengan internet yg sgt lembap *sebab online tru phone* tengok2 la facebook. then, tengok kawan2 yg fly pi overseas to further study, hmm teringin jugak. nak sambung acca la, tapi mane nak cekau duit? both of them sponsored by pa&ma. hmm me? memang takde harapanlaaaaaa. hmm kecewa lagi. rase mcm tak mampu nak bagi sth to them. sth yg boleh membanggakan diowg, sth yg boleh menggembirakan diowg. haihhh.

penatla life mcm nih. bila nak berakhir ye?

adoi nye pown.

Cause i cant love u more than her. Kan?

Hmm bawak diri la mcm nih. Takpe, tak sampai setahun pown. Then bye2. Buat masa sekarang..hmm kene fikirkan apa yg patot buat. Leave? or stay?
leave?
Stay?
leave?
stay?

haihhhh

stronger

yes u r. who? its you, you-know-who

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xn676-fLq7I&ob=av2e

:)

and colbie caillat said;
But I never told you What I should have said
No I never told you I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you without you

and i just smile.

"More Than This"

I’m broken, do you hear me?
I’m blinded, ‘cause you are everything I see,
I’m dancin’ alone, I’m praying,
That your heart will just turn around,

And as I walk up to your door,
My head turns to face the floor,
‘Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

If I’m louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?
‘Cause we are the same
You save me,
When you leave it’s gone again,

And when I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I’m on my knees,
Prayin’,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

I’ve never had the words to say,
But now I’m askin’ you to stay
For a little while inside my arms,
And as you close your eyes tonight,
I pray that you will see the light,
That’s shining from the stars above,

(And I say)

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

‘Cause I can love you more than this

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

:) and yes i know i can but you dont give a single chance for that.

pelik

Yes, it is not a problem. Anything is possible when u were with them.
But when it is about me, every single thing is impossible.

Knp eh mcm tuh?

a decision.

Well, i have made up my mind.
Should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavement?

haihh.

Payahkan org ade boifren. Tak jeles pown, tak kisah pown. Lantok ler nk buat ape pown. Tapi kalow kawan contact pown tak balas mcm melampau pulak.handphoe da canggih dah. I phone 4s tuh. Siap pakai bil lg. So whats ur problem
to not reply it? Tak mkn dwet sampai seringgit kn? Tweet laju je. Chevk in sana sini.
Fine, dont ask me if ur thing is still there tomorrow.

Maafla, mmg saya tak matang pown dlm bab2 nih.

hahahambar sgt

tahu tak apa rasanya sekarang nih? mcm..entahlaaa dulu, masa aku umur 18tahun, i cant go out. even tgk wayang pown tak boleh. bukan jau pown tapi kajang je kowt but still, big NO. dulu, masa aku umur 18tahun, nak kuar boleh but before magrib mesti dekat rumah. balik malam, jgn masuk rumah. dulu, masa aku umur 18tahun, never say about BOIFREN! ada, siap kau. dulu, masa aku umur 18tahun, nak keje lebih masa, ada je yg dibebelkan. dulu, masa aku umur 18tahun, nak pegi lepak lepas keje, NO WAY. ade je kol pastu marah2 suruh balik. but now, what happen? adik boleh buat apa yg aku tak boleh buat dulu. apa kah ini? diskriminasi atau pilih kasih? atau...? haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh