Nobody's perfect.

i made a mistake. A big mistake

move

how to move on?
what is move on actually?

.........

i have no idea.

and yes i know, i am already 23, and there are so many things ahead of me. i should let these things go, but i just dunno how.
how,dear?

that's why i made this decision.

Abc

dear you,
how i wish i can talk to you..

Undefined

i guess it is not working. sighh~~

takpela, saya redha. dan memang saya redha. no worries, ill be fine.

Dear awak.

dont do this cause u make it worst. saya tahu saya berpura-pura depan awak, tapi thats the only way that i can do. what if, saya bagitahu awak yg saya menangis,time tu jugak? what will u do? nak stop kan ur marriage ke? sbb awak jugak yg cakap, whatever ur decision is, the marriage will go on kan? then what shud i do?
awak tahu, i am stronger than before. sebelum ni kan pernah jadi mcm ni jugak. remember? dulu saya nangis teruk, teruk sangat. but now better.see?
please, for time being, just stay as what we used to be.sbb saya tahu, after ur marriage, it will be hard, for both of us,me especially.
please.

just one thing, why her? why?
i guess there is no answer for that, kan?
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